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It all started I  dont know how . Long chats became smaller and the late night calls were no more. I always asked him what is the problem m I not good . M I not  perfect for you, he didnt answer   any of  my question  I wanted him truly i wanted him to be with me atleast to accept our relationship but he neverr did. What he did was just a revenge from me.

Trust me it took nights to overcome all this, not even nights even days were s o lazy that i wanted to stuck in bed and  just work on my loneliness but shit shit shit . What happened to me i was never like this , i started wasting my time thinking about him and finding out my mistake but you know guys the mistake was never mine and even he was not wrong ,what was wrong werre circumstances,  I finally tried to move on dating other guys and flirting but no that was not my life , I was still feeling missing but one day and only that one fine day he opened my eyes. It is well said that love can happen at one moment and hatred can also occurr at the moment annd on fine day he called me characterless. Trust me ! That day i was happy like never before i was enjoying because that was the day i took my decision and even i did not took a second i forget him forever , this thing i was trying to do more and more but yes this happened and you know what i found the better version of me .

I focused on my career and on my success. If it is not going to make any effect in 5 years than trust me it will not make any sense to waste even 5 minutes on it. And i did the same .

Almost after three months he messaged me asked me if i could forgive him for his deeds and be the same that i was before , a nd again i was in dilemma but this time i was  thinking what  kind of game he is trying to play with me.

Dude it just happened he  beg for my five minutes but this time i even dont had any  second to waste on him . I moved on completely , I politelly answered him that  im not holding any kind of grudges against you but im sorry not this time i  will repeat that bullshit

Its true if He came back in your life dont you dare to forget that how he  left you.
YOu know what guys i see him daily , some or the otherway but now i dont feel the same that i used to feel maybe or maybe its because that im okay with it and  maybe one fine day when i will meet him i will manage to give him a hug or just a warm welcome or hye . Maybe then i will not hold anything against him even not hatred. Maybe when we will cross our paths we will manage to smile and maybe after years it will not matter .
Maybe then it will be just strange silence no complains no if and buts , just a smile and maybe then we will be holding hands of our life partners and maybe then there will not be any regret of anything . Maybe then it will be just a great sense of happiness .
Now its been over a month and even more than that he didnt messaged me and even i have not, I really dont want him to come back , now i have enjoyed otherpeople company  and honestly im happy being in my own world.
Now i laugh when i imagine that time when i thought that i cannot even survive a second without him, and now that particular girl is living her own life. Things change and so do people. TRust me i know it will take time , even anything would take time to heal but what matters is you who will be always there the foremost part of your story.
Never regret falling in love because love happens. It happens again and again tilll you find your perfect one.

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